InSearchOfSunrise

The fireworks was awesome! just watched it outside my house coz is just a street across to IKEA or IKANO. it was fucking huge and there were a few tanglungs parachuting down too. How the hell did they stuff the tanglung into those fireworks and shoot up in the sky?? Gosh…i should have down myself a few shots of vodka before the countdown. Too bad i dun hav a camera to take this awesome pics. Now i know where to spend my next new year’s eve. So, new year liao….back to work!!! Making it Happen!!

OK. time now is 10pm. 2 more hours to 2006 and do you remember where were you at this hour? It was so jam in bdr utama and it took me like half hour just to get my dinner at the drive-thru at McDs. I bought Large set of Prosperity Burger and 6-piece nuggets. I finished all!! YEH!!

so, here are the TOP TEN new year resolutions:

1) Lose that FATS !!
2) Deal all tasks with new attitude and confidence
3) To learn to make and LOVE MONEY!!!
4) Work 100 more times harder than the 100 times this year
5) Slowly replace all my old clothes i’ve been wearing for ages!
6) Make some donations
7) I need an image….erm…
Achieve all goals
9) ……
10) Repay all debts of gratitudes

I shall see you next year….

It’s almost 6pm now and i am still infront of the pc figuring out what i should do in a few hours later. It rained heavily just now. I guess is the last pour for 2005 and many bomohs did their thang and is clear sky now everywhere for all the parties to start. Ya…many great parties tonight. Got Filterheadz and Above & Beyond at KLCC!!! damn….y on earth do they need to have a gig there and on new year’s eve.

I’ll probably pop over to the Curve to see some fireworks. It wont be any special celebration for me this year. There are still so much things to settle and this would be my top list in my new year resolutions. It’s going to be another year of hardwork and i hope to accomplish what i have set out to do so that i can elevate those around me too. My shoulder now resting with unmeasurable burdens.

Too bad i dun hav a camera as the battery inflated due to heat , i guess. damn!

Anyway, for feel-good music, i recommend you some good House music. Download the FTV music. They are nice. It’s drizzling again. I hope the bomohs try harder now. Maybe they did the Bryanboy pose wrongly or didnt said SHAZAM!!!

The meeting in spore went well and gotta wait for their team to come up to kl and check the market over here. So, still gotta hang in there for 2 - 3 weeks. I’ll probably run out of breath by then. It was a good trip since it’s been quite awhile i last went down south. Didn’t do much shopping. I went there with only $S88, believe it. I accompanied the rest of the rich gang clearing stocks frm LV, Burberry, Zarra, Topshop etc. I tried getting a jacket from Zarra but damn…either is too tight or the sleeves too long. I cant even get it at Bugis st!! Gosh…i think i hav to really lose a few pounds on my tummy. Yeh…it’s really gettin out of hands and my friend said i looked like an hour glass now…Ouch!

I met Jim and Caker for dinner and thank you guys for the dinner. Met up with Christine…thx for the dinner and coffee Unfortunately, we werent able to visit MOS and FTV bar…haih. Those guys visited the Night Safari instead. Me and Vincent took some nice shots outside the entrance while waiting for them. Generally, Spore is nice. Very clean. The pedestrian lights are all working well at all places. Everyone is so automatic and robotic when comes to crossing the road. Unlike here, we dash across at every road like mad fellas.

On our second night, Vincent’s uncle took us to Geylang. Ya…we even got down frm the car and took a stroll along the roads there. Very interesting, indeed. Our govt should follow such a step so that everything is concentrated at one place and you dont need to hunt around Take your pick..Thai, China, Vietnamese?

I wish i could meet up more friends but time was a bit tight and i didnt inform a few of my my friendster friends. Nvm, i think i want to make another trip there when i have enough ‘dough’ the next round. I will not rest till i get some real good bargains.

o ya…before i forget. When we entered the custom on the first day, this spore lady officer looked at our passports and asked us how many guys and girls. We answered 4 guys and 1 girl. Then she replied, how come all looked like girls. What??? she is so blind. haih.

so, this year xmas eve was a very unexpected one and kinda nice too. joined one of my fren over a cuppa at Starbucks, centrepoint and frm lunch time, we sat until evening before we paid a visit to her bf’s art shop whom was my collegemate and housemate now. we also went to this shop called Angel Caster and kepoh there with their items for sale. blimey, when i was introduced to the lady boss, i felt a vibe. what kind of vibe..i dunno myself but it felt strange. No la…it didn’t cause any stomach butterfly but kinda dejavu or magical at that instance. Maybe cause she is a crystal, reiki therapy. There’s this deck of cards where we can pick one and that will denote our daily characteristic etc etc. And i picked one and is says " I need Heaven’s Help". Gosh… that is so true. I need all the heaven’s help i can now. she also described that i am that kind of person who like to do things ownself and seldom accept ppl’s help…erm…true true also. we had dinner and it was raining heavily. I expected it to be a wet xmas, anyway. Then we went home and i set up the xmas mood for our alcoholic session. My frens, pls DO NOT drink or do bottoms up with chinese tea cup. Yes, we drank vodka and bottoms up with the small chinese tea cup and when we were at half the bottle, we were kinda KO already. And unfortunately, one of my friendster fren, she has to put up with my nonsense online. It’s nice to have drinking session at your own house and then straight away collapse on your own smelly bed and drool all over on the smelly pillow

And this morning, i woke up at 10 and made to church today  (haven’t been to church for the longest itme) and i wasn’t late, surprisingly. Yep, needs heaven’s help and that’s why i make it a point to go to church today. I left church early also coz the priest was preaching and talking a bit on politics again. that irks me very much. I mean we wanna go church to celebrate the spirit and joy of xmas and forget everything else but this priest had to bring all those poilitical issues into his sermon, as always. I think i will nvr go this church again.

There goes the morning of xmas and i should be joining Mike at 1 Utama or Curve afterwards. Our weekly ritual now. Here is a pic of me at Zouk drinking the whisky coke by the whole jug. Yes, is cheap. RM 48 for 2 jugs.

This is to document my days before the year 2006.

xmas eve - woke up and straight away on my little chair chattin up with some frens online. listening to Diana Krall and Marvin Gaye’s xmas songs. A very serene morning but looking around my workplace, i guess i can spend a few hours cleaning the mess. so, time goes by so quickly and i don’t even remember where and what i was doing last xmas. well, nothing is that bleak yet. still a glimpse of hope and i hope this really tiny snow flake will change the course of everything that i have set forth for the past 2 yrs. 3 more days to Do-Or-Die Mission in Spore.

yep. 2 more days to Xmas and i have downloaded some old movies to watch ya man…gonna spend the most pathetic xmas. without much money, plans are quite limited and of coz where got the mood to enjoy leh. BUt is ok, nothing is more important than my mission to S’pore on the 27th. I hope my xmas wish wil come true. So, merry xmas to all of you and may your wishes come true too Ho ~ho~HO

Well, the title has nothing to do with what i am about to write here. Just came to mind the word ‘over’. Nothing is over yet. I am still alive and kicking and fighting for survival. It had been some crazy weeks lately. Hardly had any stress-free day. My fish tank is properly set-up now. No more fishes dying. I now have 4 very naughty-shy Red Parrots. They say even numbers are not good. So, i have to get another five more to make it nine. Ya..chinese beliefs.

I gave up going a gig by reknown hotel costes famed, Stephane Pompougnac at Zeta Bar for Armin Van Buuren at Zouk. What can i say, where are all the girls?? ha…i guess the ppl who love trance had dwindled or perhaps a lot of the sweeties had gone to Zoukout in Spore. Nevertheless, AVB gave his best again to a full-house packed with guys.

So, today is Sunday and i am going to have a meeting at 3pm afterwards. Yep..on a sunday… That’s life for me.