Memories
the Smallville season 5…100th episode 12 and 13 really nice. kinda sad also coz staying true to Superman story, his earth father, Jonathan Kent died at last. Clark Kent was devastated and also he din have a chance to say goodbye. It happened to me many yrs back when it was time for my dad’s. I also din have a chance to say goodbye. and after that, i realized i’d nvr really knew him. we seldom talk when he was still around. but he was always there for me when i wanted to practise riding the bicycle or playing the football. i’d nvr bother to be real nice to him. i was always out attending school activities till late evenings. i’d nvr share my glorious and victorious moments with him. so, do you know your father well? do you know all his achievements when he was young? make sure you treat your parents well now. i know is hard and is so natural for us to answer them back in a very grumpy or harsh manner but do remember that it will be too late to want to be nice when they are gone.
then in the 13th episode, when clark met lona at the end of the show, she said something which somehow reminds me of some situations.
Clark "I know i should move on but life without him…doesn’t feel real"
Lona "Is like you are frozen .. and the whole world’s goin on around you, no matter how many ppl want to be there for you, you end up goin thru this alone.."
is so true, we always end up going thru many things alone. the only thing is how soon we take that time to heal. are we brave enough to make ‘that’ decision and move on. can we adjust to a new environment, new routines. in life, there are many decisions to be made. sometimes we have to make uncompromised decisions in order to reach certain goals. along that way, no one would understand. we have to play that ‘bad guy’ till that very end. somehow along the way in my life, there are some unusual people or friends. the least i expected their help. 
anyway, there are a few touching moments in the new season 5 episode 12 and 13. i also shed some tears.
