InSearchOfSunrise

Happy Birthday to me!
Well, nothing special le. Just another day. Din celebrate at all. Still very routine on this Sunday. Almost sick today and luckily is ok now. Maybe because was caught in the rain a bit last night. What is birthday to you? I think is just a reminder to us to track what we have done in life so far. I have to confess that my looks have already caught up with my age. O previously, it was the other way round…really At my age, most guys already married and have family. I’m still stuck here struggling to survive…wtf. I am drowning in this rat race. Maybe because i am not a big fan of cheese. I have appox about another 35 yrs to go. wow…isn’t it scary when you put in down like that. if the world doesn’t come to an end by then, gosh…wonder how is it going to be like. I am sure there ain’t any flying vehicle yet. Probably a chinese PM then. malaysia boleh.

‘Pok Kai’.. in cantonese. In this case, there is a double meaning. The first, means bankrupt. The other meaning fall flat on the ground, so to speak.

And yes, today i ‘pok kai’ in front of Pan Regency. Was delivering magazines to Luna bar but i missed one of the steps and tripped and so there i went down gracefully and luckily din hurt my face I managed to use my ‘kung fu’ skill and landed on my left forearm. Now internally bruised. Nothing embarassing about it. The bell boy was so concerned that i told him i had not fell for a long time.

I went for this Leonard Drake’s prize giving ceremony event just now and the winner took away RM20,000 in cash and a pearl necklace worth RM 12k. The winner has been going for treatment for 16 yrs!! gosh.. that is a real investment and a very loyal customer. So, 16yrs ago, treatments were also popular then, i didn’t know. I only started using salon brands for skincare products last year. Ah…a bit too late. some of my fine lines and wrinkles cannot be helped liao…sigh.

I jusr watched X-Men 3…yeah! Thx to my friend who invited me there for the premiere. Oh..the effects are cool. Story also not bad. Better than the last one. O…so many people die, haih…so sad. You wanna know? No? … Sure? hehe… That person with that ..power…died..and then this fella with this power…also died. how sad..hehe.

Anyway, i am almost at the end of my mid-life and i am still having crisis. A little self-check, i stil haven’t achieve what i want to achive or accomplish. My achievements so far do reflect the person i am. Ya..everything is half-baked. I noticed. I can swim but i dunno how to tread water. I can play football but not the good one. I can play snooker but only amateur level. I can take photographs but only beginner level. I can dance but not the professional one. I can sing but now is so bad, i dun dare anymore..haha, i can draw/sketch but not the skillful one. I have great ideas but not consistently producing it, i can play CS but not a good sniper. Gosh.. so, what am i good at? I htink i am good at waking up at any time i want in the morning and i don’t need any alarm clock. I just need to tell myself the time and my body will sub-conciously do it. Cool. O…another one,  i can sleep anywhere. I can sleep right here on this chair. The other day, i was so tired i nearly slept infront of my guest while my colleague interviewed him. aiyoyo.

these days i met a few friends who couldnt escape from their so-called love trap. i know is easy said than done but my advice is, we have to face the facts and move on in life. Is hard, i know. I’ve been there and came out strong. One thing i discovered is that the reason anyone couldnt let go of their r’ship is because they couldnt accept the new routine or the fact that this person is gone out of their life for good. I know ..i kknow… maybe is hard to find another person like that…HEY! wake up! He is the reason why you are feeling like that. Move on la …dears. Everyting happens for a reason and there are many more meaningful things in life for us to live for. So what if you are 28, 30 and still not hook up or still coouldn’t find the right one. Do what you need to do now b4 you turn 50 and lonely. And if you are 25, halo….changing bf is a norm. change it and move on. All said but if you find yourself attracted to bad boys only, then sorry la…no one can help. the choice is yours. Anyway, enough of preaching. *yawn*…tired. By the way, i am not an expert. Coz i couldnt find myself falling in love now also… awwwww…. ya…i know i know. some of you might say, who wans to fall in luv with me….nahh…talk to my hand *showing hand*

Thank you for dropping by here.

I have nothing to blog for now. For the past month, my life revolves around my work only. Other space were reserved for house chores and occassion yum cha with friends and play a bit of CS to vent out my frustrations and stress.

Everything is very sien. I am broke and i have lots of work. And i am hungry now. and dunno what to eat. Evrything is so sien - mixed rice, fried kuey teow, chicken rice, fried rice, nasi lemak, roti telur, nasi kambing, and McDonalds.

O…thank you for those who wished me. thx.

well, long weekend but all i know is that i didnt get much work done. erm…bad. but i had a calm n lazy weekend. Played CS whenever got time. Yesterday nite, my friend form spore came for holiday and took him out to watch the FA Cup Finals. I don’t follow football. Not unless the world cup season. But yestarday match was great, i must say. Liverpool vs West Ham. The match was very intense and all the players were worn out during the extended time after both teams came to a draw. During the extended time, for the first 15mins, i was like…wat the heck is liverpool playing. They were so slow and just passing the ball around. After that, when they changed side, only i realized, most of the players were already tired and trying to save the energy for the last 15mins. True enough, one by one, the players fell and got severe cramp. Both sides held on and came to another draw and had to be decided on penalty kicks. The hero was nonetheless the goalkeeper of liverpool who managed to save 3 shootouts. Ahh…the favourites won and so did the bookies. The odds were voting for West Ham.

On the other hand, Zouk was raided once again. 33 were locked up. The clubing scene is already dying and the more the police do this, clubers will definitely shun away from patronizing these clubs. Can’t blame the authorities either. I mean, who is still hook up on drugs? Is already the thing of the past. Designer drugs are no longer IN. So, i don’t understand why are these ppl still hook up on this as the clubing scene and music really sux.

i have no new pictures to update and i have not been activein friendster lately. Didn’t reply any messages too.

Alrighty…the money was found! And it was right there and i searched 3 to 4 times but couldn’t locate it until my colleagues came and asked me to search again in my room especially in the pants etc. yep…it was in one of the shorts. So, i have to pay them 10% commission for that! Anyway, is ok for me. As long as the bulk was found, is good enough. There you go, no toyol…the toyol was me

I have not been having proper rest for the past 6 days as i slept almost around 4am everyday. Due to my work and …er…game Yes, i reformatted my pc and installed back the CS. It works fine now and it will keep me bz for awhile until i am bored with it.

Even though tml is a holiday, we are still working in a way. I have many proposals to finish over the weekend and hope it would be a great week next week. I need to churn out many ideas for the proposals as well as the content for next issue.

i need someone to massage me :(  any volunteers? female only… duhh..

i have not been active for a week here. yes, a week….only a week lo. have been bz redecorating my home-office with the new office furnitures. not exactly new. got it for a good bargain. now anyone of you can visit me for meetings it’s real good to have a proper worktable now. we managed to discard a ton of junks frm our house. the lorry took away a truckload. i gave the indian lorry driver my dining table also but they smashed it and put into the lorry… -_- i thought i was kinda generous. it took us the whole night to shift around and put everything and network the computers. now i can play CS again…hehe. apparently it has to happen. i misplaced some money somewhere and i couldnt find it yet. i swear is supposed to be somewhere there but is not there. damn. do you think there’s a ‘toyol’ around. i heard that they are mischievous and always move your things around. if i found it i sure whack that fella for good. say only la. if i do see it, i think i’ll froze. so, just pray that the money will just come out from nowhere.