ponder ponder
I jusr watched X-Men 3…yeah! Thx to my friend who invited me there for the premiere. Oh..the effects are cool. Story also not bad. Better than the last one. O…so many people die, haih…so sad. You wanna know? No? … Sure? hehe… That person with that ..power…died..and then this fella with this power…also died. how sad..hehe.
Anyway, i am almost at the end of my mid-life and i am still having crisis. A little self-check, i stil haven’t achieve what i want to achive or accomplish. My achievements so far do reflect the person i am. Ya..everything is half-baked. I noticed. I can swim but i dunno how to tread water. I can play football but not the good one. I can play snooker but only amateur level. I can take photographs but only beginner level. I can dance but not the professional one. I can sing but now is so bad, i dun dare anymore..haha, i can draw/sketch but not the skillful one. I have great ideas but not consistently producing it, i can play CS but not a good sniper. Gosh.. so, what am i good at? I htink i am good at waking up at any time i want in the morning and i don’t need any alarm clock. I just need to tell myself the time and my body will sub-conciously do it. Cool. O…another one, i can sleep anywhere. I can sleep right here on this chair. The other day, i was so tired i nearly slept infront of my guest while my colleague interviewed him. aiyoyo.
these days i met a few friends who couldnt escape from their so-called love trap. i know is easy said than done but my advice is, we have to face the facts and move on in life. Is hard, i know. I’ve been there and came out strong. One thing i discovered is that the reason anyone couldnt let go of their r’ship is because they couldnt accept the new routine or the fact that this person is gone out of their life for good. I know ..i kknow… maybe is hard to find another person like that…HEY! wake up! He is the reason why you are feeling like that. Move on la …dears. Everyting happens for a reason and there are many more meaningful things in life for us to live for. So what if you are 28, 30 and still not hook up or still coouldn’t find the right one. Do what you need to do now b4 you turn 50 and lonely. And if you are 25, halo….changing bf is a norm. change it and move on. All said but if you find yourself attracted to bad boys only, then sorry la…no one can help. the choice is yours. Anyway, enough of preaching. *yawn*…tired. By the way, i am not an expert. Coz i couldnt find myself falling in love now also… awwwww…. ya…i know i know. some of you might say, who wans to fall in luv with me….nahh…talk to my hand *showing hand*
