InSearchOfSunrise

I think when i blog, is always bitching about the bad stuffs.
Of coz, i wont be telling you i strike a lottery and how happy i am over here.
Maybe blogging is a way to release that tension in us like i wan to go shit right now.
I am holding it for a few more minutes.

Ya..early morning received a stupid mail. Stupid? not exxactly but the first person to say i am lansi when i thought of doing that from yday. Yes..i will be lansi and arrogant. People will hate me. And i do it with a straight face. There is no behind the mask thingy. Coz i couldnt hide my face emotions or that vibe i am giving out. When i ‘tu lan’, you will see exactly that. You will hate me for it. You will bitch about me. I don’t care. I don;t care what the world say about me. You don’t own me and i don’t need to suck up to your ass. someone said to me, John…you are already so stuck up even b4 your mag is popular. Good. I am going to do just that from now. If i don’t do it now, later if the mag becomes popular, ppl will say, John….you hhave changed. Now mag popular already, u so lansi. Seeee…..humans. Either way, they say you are lansi. So, why not start now. What if the mag is not popular. I wont be able to do that then. So, i Start now.

So, John is an Arrogant, lansi and mean person now. Sue me.

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