SUNDAY
2.05am.
It has been a wonderful and fruitful Sunday for me. I’ve been doing work since i woke up. damn! I did many things today. Ya…have been procastinating for long time.
I did some design work. Finished a few articles. Watered the weed killer on the garden. Ya…nearly want to drink it all. That way, i have no more problems.
Tonight, i have been listening to all my old old chinese songs from Faye Wong, Jacky Cheung, and Sammi. Surprisingly, no ALan Tam tonight 
Anyway, with so much stress, i am not myself very much lately. And kinda desperate for some attention or should i put it, affection. Maybe i was hoping someone could give me some encouragement, care and understanding. At the end of the day, i guess is all back to my ownself again. It feels harder when you know someone you took an interest ignore you. Haih…i am goin thru all this like-and-give up shit again. Perhaps, this is good coz it makes me frustrated and channel all this energy into my work.
"Back to work la, john" - subconcious mind
"aiyo, so nice mah…ranting here and listening to mushy chinese old songs" - ME
"Just relax, enjoy urself, your work and be happy. Everything willl be alright"- SM
"i think i go sleep. Make sure you make me feel good tml…"
I am going insane….
erm…i went to take a look at this. Normally i don’t…..how true…
The Bottom Line
Use your excess energy — jump into a stressful situation and help sort it out.
In Detail
Today you will find yourself in the perplexing situation of having
plenty of energy, but not much to do. You will have a choice: Channel
your energy toward stirring up something new to master, or jump into
the stressful situation of a coworker or a friend and help them sort it
all out. If you choose the former, you will end the day in a bit of
frustration. But if you choose the latter, you will end the day as
someone’s hero. Plus, you’ll feel pretty good about yourself.
