InSearchOfSunrise

Nothing is quite as impossible as it seems, for you may feel a bit more
pessimistic than usual. The emotions that are holding you back,
however, can also contain the seeds for your forward movement. Don’t
accept defeat under any circumstances, even if your confidence is weak.
Remember, today’s actions set the stage for next week’s
transformations.
    Wednesday, May 9, 2007

so, how many of you Geminis out there feels that the above said quite true about ur life now.

Ah.
went to see my therapist the second time today. No la…i didn’t go crazy. It’s physiotherapist. Had a major muscle stiffness frm my left shoulder to neck. It’s fine now coz she electrocuted me this evening. Haha…no la…not on high voltage. I didn’t die. Just some high-tech equipment where it will electrocute u on the nerves and muscles to release the tension. Good way , huh? maybe u shud just pull out some wires and start doing that.

so, it’s another hot day today. i shud be in the air-cond business now….. -_-

This is truly a bad day for me.
Was at SS2 for lunch. After the food arrived only i realized i forgot to bring my wallet out!! O No… then the frenzy calls to my frens ensued. But it was already 2.30pm and most of them were back at work. And my apmnt with client was at 3pm. Shit..so, no choice, had to call my business partner and she had to come all the way frm Subang to rescue me. It wasn’t embarrassing at first till all the customers left and the shop was about to close. haih…..
Then went to visit my physiotherapist. The back of my left shoulder till the neck was swollen. All because i broke the record by online 15 hours doing work last saturday. Peeps….make sure you move about every hour there. If not, you will suffer like me..hehe.

well i am really one old man liao…*sob
Like i always say, i am a 25 yr old in a 35 yr old body.
This body is falling apart.
The neck ache i had frm yday goes on till today
Swallow also pain.
that’s how bad it is.
well, i rubbed this ointment from Sloans and the chemical is so great, it sticks to ur hand. and after that u cant touch anywhere. yes…i mean ‘anywhere’. if touch on the face, u can feel the heat sensation burning the spot. Don’t even think of rubbing near ur eyes. Touch on the lips also not advisable. If touch…err…down there….u can say bye bye to ur little friend. basically, u need to wash ur hands really clean after applying Sloans. So caution: take precaution when using SLOANS.
my neck….*sob.
still got plenty of work to do and later have to attend the Boh Cameronian Awards. And they came up with the dress code - Carnival. My goodness. I aint kee hua chee. so i dun think i can pull off as a nice clown. mayb i can be ‘cina-apek’….haha.
ah. ok la. gotta wash hands. my mouse, keyboard…all smell of Sloans liao.

Spidey…O spidey…
All of us who went to watch were quite disappointed with this 3rd story.
In fact, not much a story. Just throw in some bad guys and see spidey do his thang.
and i think they re-use that torn costume when he was fighting with Goblin.
Anyway, i was a big fan of spiderman when i was young. i used to draw him when i was very little…erm…6 yrs old? I also bought that toy where u can shoot out …not web la…haha. that thing where it can stick on to the mirror. i also got his mask..the paper one la - ya…those were the days.

Anyway, i think i wont expect much of Pirates of the carribean too. I just hope Die Hard 4 will be a more promising one but i doubt so. I guess all the actions are a bit over exaggerated. Who knows, maybe Shrek is the one come out top.

This morning, i thought i caught flu again. Was sneezing quite badly. Or perhaps someone cursing me or miss me too much. so i took a paracetamol called pabron - for flu and cold. And by 2.30pm, i rushed home and knocked off on my chair here. Maybe i took it without food. Was damn drowsy. I almost slept at 2 traffic lights. wow…i think it wud be cool to take it with some cool trance music…keke.

The sky is damn dark now. U know…when it rains, it’s very hard to find a good place for dinner. o no….am i goin to take McDonalds again?????

O NO…
5 years into the future and 3 more episodes to the Season finale, HEROES geared up for more actions and bloody battle and more deaths!!
With the show having to move back and forth thru time, the plot can be complicating and illogical (as in the case of the movie, ‘DejaVu’ - starring Denzel Washington). But in HEROES, they thought it well.

Claire didn’t die as we know it and 5 years into the future, the bomb still explodes. They did saved Claire (the cheerleader) and how come NY still explodes? here is a sneak peek at the latest episode 20 aired yesterday in the States.
Peter - with the deep scar and scruffy look

HRG - in his last moment

Huh? Claire….. O No!!!
Is this Hana who can intercept wireless comm?
Mohinder and the black guy ( Haitian…erm..i always thought i heard them called him, Asian….) giving a lethal injection to Hiro

Future Hiro… o No!!!!

Present Hiro….o No!!! All Hiros died..no more Hiro?

The battle begins

At the end, all heroes die…………….   nah….just pulling your leg. Of coz u wont believe me. But they all die………… i know u still don’t believe me…haha.
Can’t wait for the next episode.

You will appreciate and understand the story much better if you read the ‘Heroes Bible’ . well, not actually a bible but they designed it in a way that looks like wikipedia. Read through the characters and you will understand them much better and appreciate the story further.

http://heroeswiki.com/Main_Page

I had Mc Donald’s for lunch yday.
I ordered thru the delivery service.
I ordered the chicken foldover and they gave me a fllet-o-fish.
After i finished that damn burger only the delivery guy came back and said he gave me the wrong one. AND he din even give me a straw for my damn coke! I looked at the receipt, the delivery came frm d’sara uptown. WTF! I am in Bdr Utama and Centrepoint is so near. How come they didn’t send frm Centrpoint?

It was raining the evening just now and had no choice, so i ordered McDonalds again. yes, i had my chicken foldover this time.

yes, McDonalds again!!!

This is another addiction. A dangerous addiction apart frm smoking.
Ah…i hate McDonalds!!!!
Maybe i shud change to Ramli burger instead.

for 2 days in a row, i had a little talk with my friend who was facing a bit of office politics in his workplace. As usual, i listened. I have not work in such an environment b4. Because i was never in any high position last time. So, no one would want to disturb a small fly.

but i did gave a piece of my mind after listening to his story and turned out there were a few good points that he could use during his meeting. It was good to know that he could use those for his defense and attack during his meeting. I am glad i was at good help to him. But it didn’t come naturally for me, i think. It could have been many yrs of listening and watching my other friends tackling their own office politics. it is good to know also that he covered his tracks promptly.

this brings me back to my own matters now. ermm…now i realized i am such a pure gemini - always doing many things at the same time and not able to handle all. so, i am such a sloppy myself. erm…maybe i shud come out with a method. if not, my matters would pile up and i will go berzerk.

bum into an old fren the other day and the first thing she said to me, ‘John, fat already oh…’ I am not fat la. just when u reach 35, somehow the flesh will bloat more oni. u see me 40 la. sure just nice. hehe.

Erm…how come i dunno about this news. Is it reported in our dailies? Maybe i missed it. Is about an asteroid passing earth real close. In fact, is a miss. That would be happening in the year 2029. April friday the 13th. it was discovered last year in June but it will come back again after that.

The asteroid is called Apophis named after an Egyptian myth, it is the ancient spirit of evil and
destruction, a demon that was determined to plunge the world into
eternal darkness.

At first, scientists projected it as a collision course with our planet but late last year, they retract that statement. Alan Fitzsimmons, an astronomer from Queen’s University Belfast, said:
"When it does pass close to us on April 13 2029, the Earth will deflect
it and change its orbit. There’s a small possibility that if it passes
through a particular point in space, the so-called keyhole, … the
Earth’s gravity will change things so that when it comes back around
again in 2036, it will collide with us." The chance of Apophis passing
through the keyhole, a 600-metre patch of space, is 1 in 5,500 based on
current information.

If scientists kenot draw any conclusions this coming mths, they have only year 2013 to determine it. In 2029, astronomers will know for sure if Apophis will pose a threat
in 2036. If the worst-case scenarios turn out to be true and the Earth
is not prepared, it will be too late. "If we wait until 2029, it would
seem unlikely that you’d be able to do anything about 2036.

you can read the whole news here: http://www.guardian.co.uk/space/article/0,14493,1660485,00.html

so, we have global warming and the climate is changing, and now we have Apophis. If this happens, then you and i will get to experience it in our life time.
Its the end of the world.

Getting my pile of old n not so old clothes for recycling does feel like a bag of burden been lifted up. I have been procrastinating for the longest time now and yeah…finally, just did it. I still have another pile to go…haha.
ya man, the clothes don’t feed me anymore. No la. i am not fat. Just a lot of ‘wind’ in my tummy.
there are also some bags n toys in my next pile. so hopefully it brings cheers to some of the children receiving it.
and the third round wud be my old vcd player. prolly throw in with some of my old vcd movies too. cool, huh.

there’s a lot of news on the environmental issue lately and i guess i just do a little part by recycling. i still have to drive my CO2 emission car to get around. unless they come out with a cheap and affordable bio-diesel car, i certainly wud support it. I recycle all my old papers for fax and writings.

And in my house here, we practice by throwing all our mineral water bottles here in a separate garbage bag. I dun smoke (ahem…haha..i quit 3 yrs ago..so for those of you, perhaps maybe you wan to cut down on your smoking habits). How else i am contributing to the environment? When i go to buy stuffs at 7-eleven, normally i ask them not to give me the plastic bag. Ya..sometimes even 1 small item, they wud give you the small plastic bag and normally we cant reuse it again coz its damn small. so, it will be a waste and harm the environment when we throw it away. ha. i din even notice i was doing this for quite awhile.

well, the environmental issue is quite a serious one. Look at our weather these days. Extremely burning hot in the daytime and storm in the evenings. You don’t even need to know when is the monsoon season now coz there’s no difference. Unfortunately, it won’t be in our lifetime to see the effects of our doings but our children’s children. They will be living in a more hotter climate and perhaps, more storms and floods.

As an individual, most of us wud say we are too small to make any differences but if each of us do our part, we may avoid a climate catastrophe in the future. Ya…Malaysia is just too small to make any impact? think about it. If u play google earth, u will agree with me that we are really damn tiny and KL is also a little city. But look around, however tiny we are, we still have to feel the effects of the climate change. If the sea level rises up another 20 inches, there will be a vast effect on penang and i don’t even want to imagine what wud happen to Singapore.

So, perhaps YOU need to start doing a bit too.

try ur hands on a planet green game
http://www.planetgreengame.com/